如梦初醒

一切都发生太快了， 还来不及去吸收，它已经结束了。好像做了一场梦一样，一场让人不知所错的梦。里面参杂了快乐，幸福，伤心，失望。但一切结束时，心跌入了谷底，怎么也爬不上来。要怎么去填补心里的那个缺口呢？相信时间是最佳的疗伤者。

愚蠢的往一条没有出口的路走， 不断的钻牛角尖。明知道没有结果却一头钻进去。还好来得及返回，不至于伤痕累累。

前面还有很多条路可以选择，相信可以找到真正的出口。试着看开点，坚强些。不需刻意去忘记， 越想忘记，越无法忘记。顺其自然吧！

My House

Kitchen Living room

My room

Cycling at East Coast

爱情是不能勉强的

爱情是不能勉强的， 是你的就是你的，不是你的就不是你的。如果只是其中一方对另一方有好感是不够的。理想的爱情应该是双方面的。很遗憾的是很多时候，你爱的那个人却不爱你。最近看一本亦舒的小说，里面写着“如果不能与你爱的人在一起，就珍惜与你在一起的人。” 我觉得这句话很有意思。有时候你不能选择你最所想要的东西，就只能选择其次。你说这是无奈还是别无选择？

你没有办法随心所欲，想要就要。大家都是成人，要为自己所选择的负责任。虽然有人会告诉你 “跟着你的心走吧”，“去争取你想要的东西”，“如果没有尝试的话又怎么知道呢？” 这些都是鼓励的话，可是我们都害怕失败。

有时候觉得爱情是矛盾的，想爱又不能爱。觉得无奈，心痛，可是却没有办法不接受。也许，这就叫成长的过程吧！

Valentine Day

Is it suppose to be romantic on Valentine Day? Is it sad to be alone that night? It is quite sad and lonely especially to those who are still single. People will tease you "Oh, you are still single this year!", "Haven't you had a boy friend?" baba bra...... It is not pleasant to the ears.

However, I have a different Valentine Day this year, though I don't have a boy friend yet. I think Valentine is not meant to be for lovers, it is also a day to express love to your friends and families. I am quite glad that I could spend this special day with someone, although we are just friend. "Ma na so panga sip mi da!"

It seems like everything we did are for lovers, we had dinner together and watched a romantic love movie. It was a great time, and I appreaciate the company. "Gon ma wal yo!"

Cycling...Donut...Movie...Ice Chocolate with Gelato

I have a wonderful time since Thursday till Sunday. On Thursday evening, my sister, Mimi and I went to East coast for cycling. Mimi was keen for cycling as she just learned how to cycle. I think she did quite well for a beginner. But I think she was a bit tense. I quite enjoyed it as there were less people and the weather was great. A friend of Mimi joined us after we have cycling for 20 minutes. He was doing roller blading, he was really fast. Night fall, and we went back.

Friday evening, we had nasi lemak at Tanjong Katong road. It always crowded, a lot of people queeing for the food. It was my first time trying nasi lemak there. I think the taste is good, but the portion is too little and pricy. After dinner, we went to a fish shop, but they only sell sea water fish. We crossed the road and went to Munchy Donut shop. I bought my favorite Oreo Donut. I felt satisfied after eating it. Eating... Chatting... Walking home... What a day!

Saturday morning, I went back home from Mimi's place. Doing some housework, and read novel in the room. A cousin visit us in the evening, and went out for dinner with sister's friends. I felt great as I have a good rest.

Sunday morning, I went to the church conference. In the middle of the conference, I felt hungry. Having my brunch at Taka with Randall. It was a great meal, the sausage was tasty, the potato prata was nice, the mash potato was delicious. Everything was fantastic.

In the afternoon, I met my sis & flatmate at Ang Mo Kio to catch the Korean movie. The movie is touching and good meaning. After that, we went to Dome at Bishan. I ordered my favourite Ice Chocolate with Gelato. We enjoyed the food there.

It was a great weekend. I hope everyday is like this... Hehe...

Back to Blog

It's time to update my blog. I have stopped for a while as there is no internet access at home. Finally, we have moved in to our new house. It was tiring and exhausting, but I feel worth it when we finally settle down. All the complaints, tiredness, quarrels, unhappiness occured during moving house, selecting furniture and waiting furniture to move in, are faded as the time flies. Eventhough it is far away from city and it's time consuming for travelling, I feel secured and contented to live here as it is my own house. Sooner or Later, I will get use to it.

There is always good thing and bad thing happen in our life. We can't always hope for good things to happen to us, as we only grow smarter when there is bad thing happen. My mobile phone has been stolen in Bugis Toshop last Tuesday (22 Jan). As CNY is around the corner, it is quite crowded in shopping mall. While I was shopping, a old lady bumped into me, I didn't really care, as I thought she didn't do it purposely cos there were crowded. When I went out from the shop, and looking for my mobile, and just realized the phone was missing. I was with a friend, she has tried to call my phone, but it has been switched off. I didn't know what to react, I was not so sad at that time. I thought there was hope. We went back to the shop, and those old lady were not there. Of course, they have left!

I went to the nearby Singtel shop to report lost for my phone. All the data in my phone was not able to retrieve or recover. I felt insecured and lost cos I am too dependent on my phone. I didn't even remember the phone no. of my siblings or close friends. It's really not about the money, it's about the data inside. I don't mind paying $100 to get a new phone. What I upset about was those contacts, picture, sms...

Well, when I looked back, I don't really blame the person who stole my phone. In the first place, I didn't put it in a secure place. It is useless to blame anyone or being upset or annoyed. What the most important thing is you learn something from the incident and don't let it happen again.