Finally

I am touched by this song very much. Maybe, this is what I really feel now.
Finally, things has ended. This the way it has to be.
Finally, I have to start my new life.
Finally, I know I need to grow.

I hope things will become better. Life is short, let's cherish it.

爱越深，伤越深

爱越深，伤越深。是因为付出太多吗？是因为对方无动于衷？还是自己一厢情愿？
有一点感慨，爱情并不使自己所想得那么简单。

那天在一个电视节目中有个心理测验，测验你的恋爱情结。这个测验只适合女生作答。
题目是：你的男友作以下那些事情会让你很丢脸？
A)朋友搭顺风车,会跟他要油钱
B)在大卖场上，拼命的拿赠送品
C)在宴席上，狂打包
D)在商业中心，排队抢试吃

选择 A 的人: 恋父/恋母情结
你希望你的情人像爸爸或妈妈

选择 B 的人:恋处女/男情结
你有爱情洁癖, 你希望你的对象是处女/男

选择C 的人:恋童话情结
你希望爱情像童话故事般浪漫. 可以和所爱的人在一起,过幸福快乐的日子

选择D 的人: 恋妇情结
你很会埋怨, 像怨妇那样. 你希望另一半可以了解你.

我的选择是C. 希望有完美的爱情,是不切实际的,与现实差很远. 我觉得这测验蛮准的. 当爱情与想象的有点出入就会觉得失望.

18 June Rainy

Too many things in my mind. Firstly, need to plan for the trip to Koh Samui. We are leaving on Thursday evening, that's tomorrow. Time really flies. I have been looking forward for this trip. Beautiful scenery, nice beach, clear water, snorkeling, spa, massage.... Hope it will be relaxing trip for me.

Also thinking what to bring. It's just a beach area, so I will just bring some T-shirts, shorts, sun proctected stuff (i.e. sun-block, sunglasses, hat). Should be easy, will pack the stuff tonight.

Hmmm... what else bothering me? Ah... he's leaving soon, maybe nextweek. I was shocked when he told me this morning. I have nothing to say but wish him good luck. I hope he is comfortable with the decision he made. "I wish you all the best."

Draw me to you, Lord!

I like to be home alone sometime, especially I can write on my blog. I can't concentrate myself when there are someone around. Writing on blog while listening to the songs. It can be very enjoyable too.

This morning I went to Lord's table meeting at Admiralty district. It is a district blending. Brother also mentioned that it is for our practical need, as there are some working saints stay at this area, and it's convenient for us to meet together.

Yes, it's true. We used to meet at Queenstown, which take me around 45 minutes to travel there. Sometimes, I felt lazy to go to meeting as it is too far for me. It will be a very "reasonable" excuse for me. Hehe...

If the meeting place is in Admiralty, I can't make any excuses not to go, unless I am not in town or sick.

It was a lovely meeting as you can see different age group saints gather together. There are children, youth, young working saints, married couples and elder saints. It's like a family. It would be great to blend with different age groups.

It's been long time I am in my own world, and not really open to the saints and to the Lord. It's never too late to turn to the Lord. Pray that the Lord will re-open my heart to the saints and to the Lord himself.

"Draw me to you, Lord! I hate myself in this situation. The more you are in the world, the more empty you will be. I am so dry within. Lord, please help me. Open myself to you, Lord."

Take a Bow

I heard this song from radio. I like the way Rihanna expressed the song. This song is dedicated for those who have broken hearted in their relationship. Be open and come out from the mess. Do not close yourself up. There's a lot beautiful things out there. Let it go!

拿得起放得下是这首歌给我的感觉. 要潇洒的走出来,不要浪费时间.

Hope you like the song.

Better in Time (2)

Everytime I listen "Better in Time" by Leona Lewis, I believe that all things will get better in time. It is all matter of time. We need a break to think over again. The situation is over but we are not released. We make things complicated cause we can't let go.

I like this song very much, gonna ask my friend to download the song for me, so that I can listen to it every moment. Somehow, it motivates me to move on. Let go and be free... Things will get better...

I admit I am very emotional. Sometimes I think positively, sometimes I am down and think negatively. My thoughts are keep changing. I am affected by one little movement or words. It means everything to you when you care for that person. I try not think that much or don't care.

I need more time to heal... to forget... to love again...