幸福

我想自己是幸福的。开始时是我想太多。
也许你在对的时间出现。
现在的我和几个月前的想法很不同。
喜欢一个人要跟着心走，而不是条件式或冲动式的。
说不出喜欢的理由，因为喜欢一个人不需要理由。
只要觉得自然、舒服就好。
谢谢你，让我真正体会什么是爱。

Bad thoughts, Go Away!

Things did not go smoothly as expected. It seems everything went against my will. When things happened, I didn't have choice but accepted as what it was. If I didn't calm down and thought positively, I would go crazy or devastated.

I am afraid of hoping something when it does not exist. But the problem is I always imagine things that does not exist. I planned something, it was all in my mind, I didn't tell anyone if it did not work out. And I got dissappointed when the plan can't be fulfilled. I guess I am paranoid. I hope I can stop it, but it is in me. When there is some thoughts in me, I will try to focus on other things, and thoughts will be gone.