Apologizes

It's not easy to apologize, it need courage to do so. I feel difficult to apologize or even to praise others. I don't feel natural or comfortable to do this. I guess this is why I do not have a lot of close friends or I am not popular. I always think I should not do things to please others if I don't feel comfortable.

I finally realize that I have to do something to build better or good relationship with others. I need to make a habit to praise others, to apologize whether or not I am wrong. Gradually, it will become very natural without forcing myself to do so.

I have made initiative to apologize, even though I don't think I am totally wrong. You can't use your mindset to think how other people think. To change others, you have to change yourself. I have done my part and it's up to her whether she want to mend the relationship. Deep in my heart, I knew we will never go back to the "old days".